Thursday

Oh Juliet, oh glorious Juliet.. where in the midst of her death she still looks so divine and alive. With the colour still present in her cheeks I miss her breath. How could it be that the last time I saw her, she was alive and well, with no sign of ailment, and now she lays here with no pulse in her veins or breath in her chest.

I miss her voice, her song-like voice that dances in my head, and I can only pray that I will hear it again. She is the sun to my day and the moon to my night and I do not belong in a world with out her.

Good bye grass, you have cushioned my feet, good bye sun you have warmed my back, and good bye life you have shown me love. I can only hope that God accepts me into his home and brings me back to my fairest Juliet, the woman who has shown me that life is not worth living, if not living in love.

wednesday

It can not be true, it can not be real. Life without juliet is not life at all, it is death wearing a mask. How could this have happened? how can she be gone? As soon as I see her pale and lifeless face I will kill myself in order to see her again. I could not live without knowing that she is also here on earth.

She was smart, strong, and incredibly loyal. She did not deserve such a short life.. and it leaves me wondering what caused this death? did she experience any pain? was she awake?

My heart is broken into a thousand pieces, that will never be put back together.. why is it that such violent delights should have such violent ends?

Teusday

Last night was nothing short of a dream, I could die now a happy man, who has lived a life of more love than any other. Juliet is my wife, Juliet is my life.

Monday

Life as I knew it has changed forever. I am now a married man. A stupid, guilty, married man. As I tried to mend the clash between the Capulet and Montague families, I have killed a Capulet... someone who is now a part of my family! And Mercutio has died in my attempts at peace I failed him, something I can never fix.

Now I am banished, life does not exsist outside of veronas walls, outside of Juliets reach... and all for revenge of a life that should not have been spared in the first place. Juliet does not deserve such grief and how shall we meet after I flee? Will I ever see my darling again?

I can only find joy in knowing that I will be spending my last night in Verona, lying beside Juliet. Tonight we will consumate our marriage. With the help of the wonderfully helpful nurse who has fixed me a ladder to climb into her chamber, we will spend hours concentrated purely on our love.

Juliet

If I ever believed I knew love, I was mistaken. love is not only a feeling, it is something that surrounds you, swallowing you up until nothing can get in its way. I never imagined I would find such love in someone so beautiful as Juliet, sweet, kind, loving Juliet. And to have the feeling mirrored back at me is something I could not possibly describe in words. Juliet has stolen my heart.

Juliet and I shall be married. Nothing on this earth brings me more joy. I can not

imagine a better way to spend the rest of my days then to be devoted to someone of such

beauty. tomorrow we shall exchange our vows and consumate our love.

'Till death do us part..

Sunday Morning

Im in love, i'm in love so much it hurts. Rosaline is the only one for me... I lie awake at night with her beautiful face burning in my eyes and i don't think i can bear another day of this one sided love. I feel sick, sick that she doesn't love me, sick that she never will. She is the only one for me, but i will never be the only one for her, and i will die with that thought still lingering in my head.